My Best Friend's Big Day

5/24  四人小美女幫之一的魏毛  在粵滿樓歸寧大請客
沒有很多的感傷  比較多的是歡樂與祝福

13年...多讓人羨慕
你們還會有很多個相守相伴的13年

我們四個哩  更久
而且  還會繼續下去

full of love
full of love
full of love love love

My sister is 30 years old. She just had her birthday two days ago.
Soon I'll know what it feels like to be 30.
I think I'll be fine...I'll be just fine.

我以為
在練好EQ之前
只能先練好忍功...沒別的更好辦法了

後來我發現
在最根源的地方
原來  我不是那麼確定...

發現到這裡
我終於開心了

因為  如果是這個原因
那就只能等自己走到"確定"或"閃人"的那個交界口 
再作決定囉



well..
...完全相信一個人... (totally, genuinely, automatically)
是神話嗎 ？ 

我 還 能 再活在神話裡 嗎 ？
 

<2008>
4/11 核心好友之一   產女
5/24 核心好友之一   歸寧
5/31 大學同學之一   結婚
9月   高中好友之一   訂婚
年底前 高中好友之一 完婚

誰來告訴我
以上幾點
祁傳璽
的日期是幾年幾月幾號 ？

所以...
我要去算命

哈哈  哈哈  哈哈哈...

ㄟ...嚴肅點！

最好是算完以後  日子依舊快樂的過下去
或者...此乃天機不可洩露也 ?!

染了個很不明顯的頭髮
硬要說 陽光下  看得出來

掰了個很不好笑的笑話
硬要說 有默契的人  聽得懂

用沈默  來熬過不想回答的問題
再用日記  維護自己的主張 

是不是生活有點太窒息了

把一些東西搞得四不像

隱隱  約約
昏暗  又  不明

幸好
我的朋友們  還是喜歡我
不管我有多顛來倒去  不知道到底是想幹嘛

拜託
請繼續保持這樣  好朋友們～～！
and i promise, i'll come back to myself as s-o-o-n as possible.

中華隊棒球員每個都長得不好看
皮膚黑  有坑洞  有疤痕   有皺紋   不乾淨  頭髮也很鳥
可是
打球的時候  都變好帥
好帥喔...

北京  我們來了！！！

well...突然想到  前同事勁松要去採訪奧運了吧～！
以前覺得這件事情好遠
現在已經在眼前了

so that's how they say it:
you will never get over it, but you will get used to it.

so i guess at this time of the year,
i'm just gonna feel the same way as always,
and reminding myself to getting used to it.

when we hit the rock bottom,
we were together.

standing side by side,
waiting for the day we could bounce.

then we did.

only that
we bounced to different directions.

so now it feels like
we are not in the same boat any more.

you have your own way ahead,
i have mine.

let's hope,
there are bright futures before us,
and we will do fine.

certainly,
i will always carry you in my heart.

今天看了一部電影  叫做The Bucket List
可笑  可哭  可感動  可深思 可不敢多想
真是部神奇的電影啊...

在天堂門口  回答兩個問題：
1. Have you found the joy in your life ?
很難回答吧......?!

那再聽聽第二個問題：
2. Have you brought joy to other people's life ?
更難回答了吧!!

我想  兩題都答YES的人  才可以進天堂吧.....

我想  我肯定拿不到入場卷... ...@~@

嗯 所以我還不想kick the bucket

不過  來作一張bucket list  似乎是個不錯的想法

又似乎...不太敢真的去做

我怕我寫下list之後  就去遨遊世界了  掰掰工作  掰掰一切  我要去找心靈伴侶了

WU--WA--HAHAHAHAHAHA...

今天是亞雪生日
我並沒有特別想起  不過倒是被她的暱稱提醒了:)
在布里斯本的日子 ... 在北京很不容易的碰面 
時間 ...... 真的過很快
朋友 ...... 真是很難得

最近很喜歡一首歌
送給妳吧  dear Yaxue

Let's start from here    (王若琳)

giving up,
why should I have come too far to forget
beautiful, just got lost
somewhere along the way
so much was missing when you went away

let's start from here
lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance
don't think too deep
all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
let's start from here

standing here,face to face
a finger on your lips
don't say a word
don't make a sound
silence around us now
even when you were gone I felt you everywhere

let's start from here

I've never been the one to open up
but you've always been the voice within
the only one for my cold heart

i have a confession to make.......

i've been over-obsessed about this soap opera "the Orange County" over the past weeks..
esp, the character Seth Cohen
Totally fall for him..

i wish this obsession will end soon
and a real-life Seth Cohen will show up for me.

Yep, this is so much for my new year's wish.

a tiny little wish, isn't it ?
but don't i deserve it ?

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

late in the night
by myself and fine
a thought of a time
a place and a one
popped into my mind

internet open wide
almost sure i can find that someone online
yet
i know deep down inside
there is no reason for doing that
because
i'm having a different life
and why wouldn't that person be likewise